Now, I know for the past month I've been pretty depressed, and I try not to be, but I can't seem to pull myself at of this loop once and for all. Most of the time, I'm pretty happy, I feel good, and it seems everything will be ok. But almost every night, especially these past few nights, that I'm alone, or seem to be, my mind goes back to that one day and that one incident, and I can't help but hurt, and I get sad again. It's like I'm stuck in this time loop that everytime I try to break free, I get sucked right back in. Now, I know what you're all thinking, that I have a problem, and you're right, I do. And yes, I probably do need help, but I will say this, all problems have multiple solutions, and this is no different. I know one thing I need is love... the one thing I've come close to getting, but is just out of reach... now, worry not, I'm not quitting or giving up, it's just hard to deal with this pain and emptiness in my heart... I'm not sure what to do beyond this point... but I do know that this feeling won't go away until I do something about it

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